最近生活的乐趣___茫然

最近没有很开心。反而，不开心的事接二连三地发生。。
..。。怎么办。。..
呵呵....没有怎么办
不知为何。。最近感到特别茫然。。没有意义。。哟...又来了。。
其实很多时候我都不知道自己在做什么。过去了。想回去。才发觉自己做错了。。
什么东西啊。。...

刚刚睡醒的时候。。心情特别的沉重。。特别累。。真的好不喜欢这样噢。。
这是寂寞的一个晚上。。外面好凉。。还没吃晚餐的我好想出去走走..逛逛夜市。。

本想跟傻婆聊聊天。。但却被电话里姐姐骂了一顿。。说我总是喜爱乱跑。。
最后决定独自留在家了。。

14/12/10. tuesday.
希望这晚是最后一次。。。不想再执着了。。...好累
呵。。突然发现自己很会伪装噢。。...

我要开心啊!!!!!!!!!

confusing....

herher..Don't bother arr... sai hei arr...
don't know real or not... herher..what am I thinkin.. herher.. don't know..

13/12/10. gaigai errr...

Anyway...I'm tired, disappointed and unhappy...

haih again...

11/12/10. saturday
listen to the song today. thought nothing. but almost cry...
My hair got curly today :) looks cute.. herher.. but nothing special..

10/12/10. friday
ahuh.It's a boring day. stay at home... but happy still.. ahuh :D
Did lots of house work today....quite.. okay 1..herher although still kena scold :|
Got rest today. and thinkin' when am I goin' out again :( mami arr....
Lots of program er recently...mmnm... :(
But poor recently.....kiyooooo err....

It's the first day of her fair.. She went out early and came back lately..
She was so tired.. had her dinner and go upstairs then slept.. I just help her to clean up all the things.. and.. can't chat with her recently.. haiz...I was so disappointed when she told me that she'd just sold out 1 only :(

Should be happy..

I won't be sad lerr.. I won't be sleepy lerr.. I won't be useless lerr..
I'm happy.. I should be happy..
Sad things happened but still be happy.. It's just a simple life..
Learnt to appreciate.. herher..

Yarr..pity er today.. all of them went out and I was stayed at home alone..
Because mom was very angry.. haih..It's all my fault..I went out yesterday and didn't inform mom before I went out. I thought she know== And keep scolding me when i got back home...
Went timesquare. sungei wang. pavilion. klcc. al bakath and so on..
Actually not intend to goin' out today.. I'm tired. who knows...>< mamii...
But nobody at home. Can't go out. how's my dinner huh?! magie meee?
I'm boring err...
But I would not to be sad :) I should be happy :) herher

what do i do

I'm very happy this few days..but afraid..
Happy that I can be with him but scare he will be leaving me..
It's a unique couple..there are expired date..four days more..
what i want huh?!..really don't know...if I choose to give up i'll be very suffer..

Hope that i can smile always..and everything just be simple and happy..

to be continue

started from 27/11/10 and ended up at..? erkm. coming soon..

Am I a fool? Why am i falling in love with this guy?
It's useless..I prefer to give up..so that i could avoid the annoyance..
I just want a simple life..I'm not the third party. never...

Arr...lastest post was..august?
Sorry that i did not updated my blog for a long time again..
Because something wrong with my computer..
Did my blog readers not clicking in here anymore?? erm. maybe.

Arkh..a lot of things to type out..but forgotten..it had been around two months ago..
so i just post several..

7/10/10.
new phone here.


6/10/10. wednesday.


It's my new puppy...BIBOO!
It's cute .It's adorable. It's smart.
I love it.

Went to tropicana mall. it's first time. had a dinner here.shushi..


Anyway. I don't like here.

to be continue.......a long story to post...

生日 2010

4/9/10.saturday.
今天没出去。跟姐姐困在家。妈妈打来叫我们去meet她。。
她要带我们去打针。。说什么。。防止子宫颈癌的。。痛咧。。

3/9/10.friday.
超超超讨厌的今天。。早上起床。没东西吃。又没面包。
全部人都出去了。。叫莹陪我吃早餐。又跟rebecca去了midvalley..
遇到xin yee。就到kanna去了。。到了进礼堂的时间。进到去学校。
rebacca要找她男人。叫我们陪。。然后就出回去咯。。
回到学校。跟shu ee的名字竟然被念。抓ponteng。哟。。很累咧。。
谁那么讨厌又去报。。hair band发圈都被丢了。。又抓眉。站6节。
一整天没上课。唯有上到的是体育节。。

2/9/10.thursday.
爸的生日。。也没做些什么。。只默默地祝福他。

19/8/10.sunday.
puchong-makan.. ikea. the curve. ss2. puchong..home.letih


27/8/10.friday.
很阿san他们到midvalley.
kim gary来解决午餐。看了场电影---vampire sucks
好讨厌的一部电影。。既然把eclipse改成酱的死样~
晚上去大城堡.zone x找aswin.又是可悲的局面。。...........


21/8/10.saturday.
一点天龙来载。先去puchong接天明。吃午餐。
到ikea走走。sim要买东东。呵呵。阿姐很废~~

第一次在里面玩到酱开心。后来到1u。。冲着王力宏而去的。
去到才发现是户外的。。==笨蛋。。a sim买票给我们。谢谢。
只有她喜欢力宏0.o
这。。可是难忘的一天。开始去到不错看。晒有男生挡着。还好。
可是后来。。越来越多人。。越来越bikchik。。越来越热。
死肥婆一直撞我。。受不了了就挤出去喽。。啊。快窒息了。。
就算是周杰伦的签唱会我也不去。。

晚上到kepong吃肉骨茶。。有种罪恶感。。因为我吃太多肉了!
前天也跟姐姐到ioi的bbq店解决晚餐。又是一盘肉~~~~胖



最近我变胖larr~~

15/8/10.sundau
家里有派对。。超痛苦的一个晚上

我喜欢这个..

13/8/10. friday.
到istana hotel考钢琴试。。practical的。。
令妈妈超超超赶的一天。2点半得到。先到kuchai吃午餐。。
后来忘了拿身份证。。飞回去拿，又塞车。。
我一上到楼就轮到我了。老师在等我。很不好意思。。
她带我到房间门口登记。。然后坐在门口旁的椅子等候。。
啊。。这又是一种回忆。。紧张。。
这次的考官是个女人。。好热情的一个绑牙的洋人。。
表现不好。。总之。。我在发梦就对了

10/8/10. tuesday.

cloey来载我们.到ts跟aery jo的朋友唱k。。sim生日。。
好闷。。。。。
由于第二天得上课。所以不能玩到很夜。。
不跟他们看电影。姐姐就陪我搭地铁到宿舍。
上下网妈就来载我了。姐晚上还可以
出:( 过后到我最喜爱的一个地方解决晚餐。。

有个笨蛋在maison跳舞被一个穿高跟鞋跳shuffle的肥婆踩到。。脚上还有四方的瘀青。。:(

6/8/2010. friday
这天是我的生日。也是简单的一天..shumathi不要收我的信~不能逃学。只好乖乖地到学校去。。
原本打算星期六去庆祝。突然又杀出个补课来。气死人了!
同学请吃pizza。。下午就到domino's咯~
算了。今年不能庆祝。我还酱年轻。还有很多年^^
这些都是我14年来的照片。。

(还没睁开眼睛的那一刻)









我喜欢的其中一些礼物。。

妈妈送了这手表给我。。打算要戴很久。。

还有2个playboy包包没放上来。。我超爱playboy的..


还有蛋糕..。。妈妈送了我最喜爱的chocolate banana.
惊喜啊~本以为家人不买蛋糕给我了。回到家才发现。。
好大蛋糕。。好肥==



24/7/10.friday.
到学校拿成绩册。等很久。我有点烦躁。
shumathi不错。没说什么‘刺耳’ 的话。
过后妈妈放我在midvalley.直接去看电影。11点就回家。


又忘了何时拍的照片。。

忘了哪个星期天。到sunway唱k..超贵~
讨厌GREEN BOX