Had a walk with her~

30/12/10. saturday.

I'm trying to collect all the hapinessss.seriously..
Had fun today. why. because..
COLLECTED lots of gourmet? maybe...
I'm trying to make myself to get satisfy easily..
even though a tinyyy thing.. 0.o

Anyway, my leg and heart is tired today..
anyway anyway anyway.. i'm happy :D ngek ngekk

Anytime is the right time for a hug !

You know how some people say that every dream has a meaning behind it? According to them, dreams can be interpreted as symbolism for something that’s happening or soon to happen back in the real world when you wake up.

I’ve never been one of those people.

However, I do be having some of the most random dreams. Ever so often, I wake up with very clear memories and visuals of exactly what took place during that night of sleep. I have to admit, sometimes it even feels like I just came back from an alternate existing world. Definitely real Twilight Zone-ish type stuff. AHhh~

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I'm lonely recently.. no.That's alway..
I need a best friend.Hoenestly, I don't have any best friend.
I mean the BEST. I lost a best friend since I was form 1.
Life is partly what we make it, and partly what it is made by the friends whom we choose.
Yes, there are a lots of good friend around me. But sometimes they make me feel uncomfortable.
A best friend is someone who knows the song in your heart and can sing it back to you when you have forgotten the words.
A best friend is one who walks in when the rest of the world walk out.
A best friend is the one who brings out the best of me. Always 'stick' together.
A best friend is the one who knows what you deeply feel and sees the inner you include understand about your things and secrets more then your be loved mother.
It's someone who felts the way you do, and never run out over you no matter what.and someone who knows you can always count on.

One point that I agreed with Kiyo - Best friend is hard to get.

'If u died tomorrow, i’d be the 1st person to miss you. If you cried over a boyfriend, i’d be the 1st person to call you and make it better. If you needed a bucky, i’d be the 1st one to lend you one, in fact, i’d give you 2. If you needed anything, i’d be the first person to give it to you. If i asked you to do to me what i’d do for you, would you?'

Merry Christmas^^

boo!
I love Christmas! Ahuh.
Stop polluting the wonderful seasonal month. LOL.

Last night was awesome..ermerm. It's just a simple dating.
Anyway. i didn't get any alcohol into my stomach yesterday.. hahahh!
Went to lots of places. My leg was tired but my mind was happy^^

BTW.The traffic jam in KL is totally horrifying, lol.

It looks sweet and warm ^..^
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Hmmm, girls putting on make ups has become a big issue nowadays.
Honestly telling you guys, I care for my image a lot.
Since I was not born that pretty at all.
It’s not easy to be a blogger, it’s hard,it does make life harder. herher==
People LOVE to discuss about your appearance, life, privacy for NO REASON.
Spam you like they get paid if they found black spots on you.
My confidence is low when I have no make up on.
So what? I admit it. hahah


To: lotus root
Hey smart bread, it's the things that I alway forgotten to say..

1. I hate you when you call me to ignore you because it kills me, badly.
2. I hate the way you keep looking at me stealthily because
it makes me feel lucky and somehow perverted. I knew it actually.
3. I hate it when you disappear, no calls no text messages no nothing.
4. I hate you when you make promises because you never make it.
5. I hate to know that you don’t want to give us a chance because you have her.
6. I hate that I don’t hate you after all but feeling devastated
because you just walked away.

GET OVER.
I used few weeks to fix my broken heart.
It wasn’t even strong enough to function properly.
I spend the rest of my time EMO-ing.Without knowing how to get over.
Without knowing how long will this take to heal. I was trying hard.
I don’t want this, I blame myself, because I chosen to do that from the begining.
Anyway anyway anyway.. i'm happy now :D

Without any excuses

With the new year just a week away, 2011 looks to be full of break through for me.
If the recent weeks have been any indicator of what’s to come,
the upcoming year is shaping out to be pretty intense.
You know what they say... Knowledge is food.. and I’m going to get for extras.
ahuh add more oils keqing~


22/12/10.wednesday.
Went to sw to buy something for Christmas today.
ahh There was a bittersweet moment when I be with her.....
Sorry i'm trying to do it badly including my bad temper to let you feel boring on me and put me down..
extirpate please...I don't want you to be unhappy, because i'll be sad too.

甜甜的心情^^

每一种画面对我来说。。都有一种味道!
防晒油有海边的味道。。
蓝天白云有夏天的味道。。
制服有学校的味道。。
轮鞋有卡四的味道。。
我的抱枕有我的味道! 哈哈。。

我心里面的味道都是有好多好多的回忆而堆积起来~
希望杨可晴也能有专属你们回忆的味道~
哈哈!都是因为今天是大晴天~
所以突然想与大家分享我心里面的一些味道~

最近好想吃这类糖果。可是没机会去买。。
那天在pavilion看到好想买。可是带不够钱 mmn:( ...好不开心噢。。
呵呵~如果明天早上有人送到我家门口就好了。。哈哈好童话噢~


不要小看这些旧照片。那可是我最无忧无虑的时候哦^^


最近想的太多了~从伤心到兴奋。从平静到崩溃~
想到以前的开心事。。心里真的很甜。。。

这几个礼拜以来。我都很沉重。。我被欺负得惨了. 哼! 我放下了..变回来了! 开朗可晴..

KINSKI ^^ KIYO

2个笨蛋装病去看医生的日子^^
还有太多开心的回忆了了。。。希望我会一直甜下去.可晴加油^^
啊现在已是凌晨4点了。。该睡了。晚安^^

my heart was broken...

OMG! I'd forgotten this day.. 5/12/10..

No one remember about it.. I'm sad about it. i miss him..
Anyway. i love him. forever and ever.................

17/12/10. Friday.
I love today's weather.. not that hot even rainy^^
Ahh. had nightmare. It was so damn scary..
I'm still thinkin' what to eat when i'm just woke up and still lying on my bed..
Ahh already 2pm. no one's home. lonely again..herher
At the moment. the main character called me. ahh. hahaa.
And finally decided to have my 'breakfast' at oug with her..pizza :D
watched a movie at pearl point and went home.
But scolded by sister and mother in the night..:'( they won't listen to me.. not my fault exactly..ahh but didn't affect anything :D
Not intend to go out this few days..hihi...home is comfortable er actually ^^
I should. I could and I would make my life pretty and meaningful no matter where am i............

最近生活的乐趣___茫然

最近没有很开心。反而，不开心的事接二连三地发生。。
..。。怎么办。。..
呵呵....没有怎么办
不知为何。。最近感到特别茫然。。没有意义。。哟...又来了。。
其实很多时候我都不知道自己在做什么。过去了。想回去。才发觉自己做错了。。
什么东西啊。。...

刚刚睡醒的时候。。心情特别的沉重。。特别累。。真的好不喜欢这样噢。。
这是寂寞的一个晚上。。外面好凉。。还没吃晚餐的我好想出去走走..逛逛夜市。。

本想跟傻婆聊聊天。。但却被电话里姐姐骂了一顿。。说我总是喜爱乱跑。。
最后决定独自留在家了。。

14/12/10. tuesday.
希望这晚是最后一次。。。不想再执着了。。...好累
呵。。突然发现自己很会伪装噢。。...

我要开心啊!!!!!!!!!

confusing....

herher..Don't bother arr... sai hei arr...
don't know real or not... herher..what am I thinkin.. herher.. don't know..

13/12/10. gaigai errr...

Anyway...I'm tired, disappointed and unhappy...

haih again...

11/12/10. saturday
listen to the song today. thought nothing. but almost cry...
My hair got curly today :) looks cute.. herher.. but nothing special..

10/12/10. friday
ahuh.It's a boring day. stay at home... but happy still.. ahuh :D
Did lots of house work today....quite.. okay 1..herher although still kena scold :|
Got rest today. and thinkin' when am I goin' out again :( mami arr....
Lots of program er recently...mmnm... :(
But poor recently.....kiyooooo err....

It's the first day of her fair.. She went out early and came back lately..
She was so tired.. had her dinner and go upstairs then slept.. I just help her to clean up all the things.. and.. can't chat with her recently.. haiz...I was so disappointed when she told me that she'd just sold out 1 only :(

Should be happy..

I won't be sad lerr.. I won't be sleepy lerr.. I won't be useless lerr..
I'm happy.. I should be happy..
Sad things happened but still be happy.. It's just a simple life..
Learnt to appreciate.. herher..

Yarr..pity er today.. all of them went out and I was stayed at home alone..
Because mom was very angry.. haih..It's all my fault..I went out yesterday and didn't inform mom before I went out. I thought she know== And keep scolding me when i got back home...
Went timesquare. sungei wang. pavilion. klcc. al bakath and so on..
Actually not intend to goin' out today.. I'm tired. who knows...>< mamii...
But nobody at home. Can't go out. how's my dinner huh?! magie meee?
I'm boring err...
But I would not to be sad :) I should be happy :) herher

what do i do

I'm very happy this few days..but afraid..
Happy that I can be with him but scare he will be leaving me..
It's a unique couple..there are expired date..four days more..
what i want huh?!..really don't know...if I choose to give up i'll be very suffer..

Hope that i can smile always..and everything just be simple and happy..

to be continue

started from 27/11/10 and ended up at..? erkm. coming soon..

Am I a fool? Why am i falling in love with this guy?
It's useless..I prefer to give up..so that i could avoid the annoyance..
I just want a simple life..I'm not the third party. never...

Arr...lastest post was..august?
Sorry that i did not updated my blog for a long time again..
Because something wrong with my computer..
Did my blog readers not clicking in here anymore?? erm. maybe.

Arkh..a lot of things to type out..but forgotten..it had been around two months ago..
so i just post several..

7/10/10.
new phone here.


6/10/10. wednesday.


It's my new puppy...BIBOO!
It's cute .It's adorable. It's smart.
I love it.

Went to tropicana mall. it's first time. had a dinner here.shushi..


Anyway. I don't like here.

to be continue.......a long story to post...

生日 2010

4/9/10.saturday.
今天没出去。跟姐姐困在家。妈妈打来叫我们去meet她。。
她要带我们去打针。。说什么。。防止子宫颈癌的。。痛咧。。

3/9/10.friday.
超超超讨厌的今天。。早上起床。没东西吃。又没面包。
全部人都出去了。。叫莹陪我吃早餐。又跟rebecca去了midvalley..
遇到xin yee。就到kanna去了。。到了进礼堂的时间。进到去学校。
rebacca要找她男人。叫我们陪。。然后就出回去咯。。
回到学校。跟shu ee的名字竟然被念。抓ponteng。哟。。很累咧。。
谁那么讨厌又去报。。hair band发圈都被丢了。。又抓眉。站6节。
一整天没上课。唯有上到的是体育节。。

2/9/10.thursday.
爸的生日。。也没做些什么。。只默默地祝福他。

19/8/10.sunday.
puchong-makan.. ikea. the curve. ss2. puchong..home.letih


27/8/10.friday.
很阿san他们到midvalley.
kim gary来解决午餐。看了场电影---vampire sucks
好讨厌的一部电影。。既然把eclipse改成酱的死样~
晚上去大城堡.zone x找aswin.又是可悲的局面。。...........


21/8/10.saturday.
一点天龙来载。先去puchong接天明。吃午餐。
到ikea走走。sim要买东东。呵呵。阿姐很废~~

第一次在里面玩到酱开心。后来到1u。。冲着王力宏而去的。
去到才发现是户外的。。==笨蛋。。a sim买票给我们。谢谢。
只有她喜欢力宏0.o
这。。可是难忘的一天。开始去到不错看。晒有男生挡着。还好。
可是后来。。越来越多人。。越来越bikchik。。越来越热。
死肥婆一直撞我。。受不了了就挤出去喽。。啊。快窒息了。。
就算是周杰伦的签唱会我也不去。。

晚上到kepong吃肉骨茶。。有种罪恶感。。因为我吃太多肉了!
前天也跟姐姐到ioi的bbq店解决晚餐。又是一盘肉~~~~胖



最近我变胖larr~~

15/8/10.sundau
家里有派对。。超痛苦的一个晚上

我喜欢这个..

13/8/10. friday.
到istana hotel考钢琴试。。practical的。。
令妈妈超超超赶的一天。2点半得到。先到kuchai吃午餐。。
后来忘了拿身份证。。飞回去拿，又塞车。。
我一上到楼就轮到我了。老师在等我。很不好意思。。
她带我到房间门口登记。。然后坐在门口旁的椅子等候。。
啊。。这又是一种回忆。。紧张。。
这次的考官是个女人。。好热情的一个绑牙的洋人。。
表现不好。。总之。。我在发梦就对了

10/8/10. tuesday.

cloey来载我们.到ts跟aery jo的朋友唱k。。sim生日。。
好闷。。。。。
由于第二天得上课。所以不能玩到很夜。。
不跟他们看电影。姐姐就陪我搭地铁到宿舍。
上下网妈就来载我了。姐晚上还可以
出:( 过后到我最喜爱的一个地方解决晚餐。。

有个笨蛋在maison跳舞被一个穿高跟鞋跳shuffle的肥婆踩到。。脚上还有四方的瘀青。。:(

6/8/2010. friday
这天是我的生日。也是简单的一天..shumathi不要收我的信~不能逃学。只好乖乖地到学校去。。
原本打算星期六去庆祝。突然又杀出个补课来。气死人了!
同学请吃pizza。。下午就到domino's咯~
算了。今年不能庆祝。我还酱年轻。还有很多年^^
这些都是我14年来的照片。。

(还没睁开眼睛的那一刻)









我喜欢的其中一些礼物。。

妈妈送了这手表给我。。打算要戴很久。。

还有2个playboy包包没放上来。。我超爱playboy的..


还有蛋糕..。。妈妈送了我最喜爱的chocolate banana.
惊喜啊~本以为家人不买蛋糕给我了。回到家才发现。。
好大蛋糕。。好肥==



24/7/10.friday.
到学校拿成绩册。等很久。我有点烦躁。
shumathi不错。没说什么‘刺耳’ 的话。
过后妈妈放我在midvalley.直接去看电影。11点就回家。


又忘了何时拍的照片。。

忘了哪个星期天。到sunway唱k..超贵~
讨厌GREEN BOX