my heart was broken...

OMG! I'd forgotten this day.. 5/12/10..

No one remember about it.. I'm sad about it. i miss him..
Anyway. i love him. forever and ever.................

17/12/10. Friday.
I love today's weather.. not that hot even rainy^^
Ahh. had nightmare. It was so damn scary..
I'm still thinkin' what to eat when i'm just woke up and still lying on my bed..
Ahh already 2pm. no one's home. lonely again..herher
At the moment. the main character called me. ahh. hahaa.
And finally decided to have my 'breakfast' at oug with her..pizza :D
watched a movie at pearl point and went home.
But scolded by sister and mother in the night..:'( they won't listen to me.. not my fault exactly..ahh but didn't affect anything :D
Not intend to go out this few days..hihi...home is comfortable er actually ^^
I should. I could and I would make my life pretty and meaningful no matter where am i............

最近生活的乐趣___茫然

最近没有很开心。反而，不开心的事接二连三地发生。。
..。。怎么办。。..
呵呵....没有怎么办
不知为何。。最近感到特别茫然。。没有意义。。哟...又来了。。
其实很多时候我都不知道自己在做什么。过去了。想回去。才发觉自己做错了。。
什么东西啊。。...

刚刚睡醒的时候。。心情特别的沉重。。特别累。。真的好不喜欢这样噢。。
这是寂寞的一个晚上。。外面好凉。。还没吃晚餐的我好想出去走走..逛逛夜市。。

本想跟傻婆聊聊天。。但却被电话里姐姐骂了一顿。。说我总是喜爱乱跑。。
最后决定独自留在家了。。

14/12/10. tuesday.
希望这晚是最后一次。。。不想再执着了。。...好累
呵。。突然发现自己很会伪装噢。。...

我要开心啊!!!!!!!!!

confusing....

herher..Don't bother arr... sai hei arr...
don't know real or not... herher..what am I thinkin.. herher.. don't know..

13/12/10. gaigai errr...

Anyway...I'm tired, disappointed and unhappy...

haih again...

11/12/10. saturday
listen to the song today. thought nothing. but almost cry...
My hair got curly today :) looks cute.. herher.. but nothing special..

10/12/10. friday
ahuh.It's a boring day. stay at home... but happy still.. ahuh :D
Did lots of house work today....quite.. okay 1..herher although still kena scold :|
Got rest today. and thinkin' when am I goin' out again :( mami arr....
Lots of program er recently...mmnm... :(
But poor recently.....kiyooooo err....

It's the first day of her fair.. She went out early and came back lately..
She was so tired.. had her dinner and go upstairs then slept.. I just help her to clean up all the things.. and.. can't chat with her recently.. haiz...I was so disappointed when she told me that she'd just sold out 1 only :(

Should be happy..

I won't be sad lerr.. I won't be sleepy lerr.. I won't be useless lerr..
I'm happy.. I should be happy..
Sad things happened but still be happy.. It's just a simple life..
Learnt to appreciate.. herher..

Yarr..pity er today.. all of them went out and I was stayed at home alone..
Because mom was very angry.. haih..It's all my fault..I went out yesterday and didn't inform mom before I went out. I thought she know== And keep scolding me when i got back home...
Went timesquare. sungei wang. pavilion. klcc. al bakath and so on..
Actually not intend to goin' out today.. I'm tired. who knows...>< mamii...
But nobody at home. Can't go out. how's my dinner huh?! magie meee?
I'm boring err...
But I would not to be sad :) I should be happy :) herher

what do i do

I'm very happy this few days..but afraid..
Happy that I can be with him but scare he will be leaving me..
It's a unique couple..there are expired date..four days more..
what i want huh?!..really don't know...if I choose to give up i'll be very suffer..

Hope that i can smile always..and everything just be simple and happy..

to be continue

started from 27/11/10 and ended up at..? erkm. coming soon..

Am I a fool? Why am i falling in love with this guy?
It's useless..I prefer to give up..so that i could avoid the annoyance..
I just want a simple life..I'm not the third party. never...

Arr...lastest post was..august?
Sorry that i did not updated my blog for a long time again..
Because something wrong with my computer..
Did my blog readers not clicking in here anymore?? erm. maybe.

Arkh..a lot of things to type out..but forgotten..it had been around two months ago..
so i just post several..

7/10/10.
new phone here.


6/10/10. wednesday.


It's my new puppy...BIBOO!
It's cute .It's adorable. It's smart.
I love it.

Went to tropicana mall. it's first time. had a dinner here.shushi..


Anyway. I don't like here.

to be continue.......a long story to post...